why a blog?

why a blog...
a million answers to a simple question,but i guess MY motive is this one...
No one knows me,noone knows my heart..my entire adult life i have been judged and treated based on the people i chose to love..I have been placed in boxes that were unfair, unjust, and thus the memory of me is tainted and untrue and unjust.
None listen, none understand, none give a crap...for now...
so this blog is for my children, so they dont ruin their lives regretting this moment...the moment to know the woman who has loved you beyond measure,to make good karma's promise of justice, to bring a little joy to the one that gave the world and her innerchild so YOU could feel joy and safety and love..
i see traits in my children that bring me peace and make me sad im leaving..but i also see traits that scare me to death,sadden my soul and feel will tie me to this Earth longer than i deserve to be..
i am writing this to show you the truths i know,the ones youve 'missed',the ones that will take the bigotry and judgement from your eyes and make you the epitome of a good person...
kindness,empathy and compassion..
lesson number one..if you dont learn to give/feel this freely and of your own accord,the universe will kick your ass with lesson after lesson,trial after trial, until you understand thats ALL that being a human is about..LOVE
Theres a hymn at church..'who am i to judge another when i walk imperfectly' this means the world to me, its truth, its in your face..
the second is: 'because i have been given much, ive much to give'..this is how the universe and God works...this doesnt say "because i have been given much,im better than you"
My prayer,my plea,my wish, is to see these grow in the people i love so i know God wont kick my ass when i get there for not teaching what was MOST important to the children he trusted into my care..
talk soon