My Father and his run for Lupus NSW

You cant get any prouder than this...you would literally burst.
My 72 year old dad surprised me by telling me he was going to run our Sutherland to Surf race to raise awareness and crucial funds for Lupus NSW..
Our local newspaper came on board today,writing a piece on us (dad,me and the lupies <3)
There was just a few things i wanted to add ..

1: Lupus NSW have told us about a FREE online training for GP's all about Lupus..This is probably the most important thing happening...the more doctors aware,the more diagnosis',better treatments,more compassion..
contact http://lupusnsw.org.au for details

2: FACEBOOK:Lupus NSW: https://www.facebook.com/lupus.newsouthwales
and Young adults with Lupus:https://www.facebook.com/groups/139056992784364

These two pages, the people who run them and the people who use it have been instrumental in my not giving up,giving in...
The information and support that is shared on these pages have been godsent..not just for me but for everyone who uses them..

3: If you would like to support my dad in his mission to help me,please go to the link below..
http://www.everydayhero.com.au/isabelle_janicaud

We will win

Hey William

Ok,time to get serious....funny how the world will remind you when you hear the "tick tick tick"
YOU are a Child of a Heavenly Father,who knows YOU,loves YOU and has a specific plan and purpose for your life...
He will guard you,prompt you,motivate and heal you..according to his will.
When things dont go as planned, and seem unjust and confusing..keep the faith..
You are surrounded by the people put in place to support and guide you..
You wont like what they say..it sucks to conform...
but if there is one thing i can PROMISE you as a woman who loves you looking back in retrospect..
The Scriptures are the key...They are the shortcuts, the clues left behind to lessen our sufferings for our time on Earth...
I dont really care if anyone disagrees...im not writing for them,im writing for you...
Kindness,love,compassion and empathy will be rewarded with a sense of peace and understanding...
Make yourself a good man...make yourself a kind soul..
I will love you for Eternity

why a blog?

why a blog...
a million answers to a simple question,but i guess MY motive is this one...
No one knows me,noone knows my heart..my entire adult life i have been judged and treated based on the people i chose to love..I have been placed in boxes that were unfair, unjust, and thus the memory of me is tainted and untrue and unjust.
None listen, none understand, none give a crap...for now...
so this blog is for my children, so they dont ruin their lives regretting this moment...the moment to know the woman who has loved you beyond measure,to make good karma's promise of justice, to bring a little joy to the one that gave the world and her innerchild so YOU could feel joy and safety and love..
i see traits in my children that bring me peace and make me sad im leaving..but i also see traits that scare me to death,sadden my soul and feel will tie me to this Earth longer than i deserve to be..
i am writing this to show you the truths i know,the ones youve 'missed',the ones that will take the bigotry and judgement from your eyes and make you the epitome of a good person...
kindness,empathy and compassion..
lesson number one..if you dont learn to give/feel this freely and of your own accord,the universe will kick your ass with lesson after lesson,trial after trial, until you understand thats ALL that being a human is about..LOVE
Theres a hymn at church..'who am i to judge another when i walk imperfectly' this means the world to me, its truth, its in your face..
the second is: 'because i have been given much, ive much to give'..this is how the universe and God works...this doesnt say "because i have been given much,im better than you"
My prayer,my plea,my wish, is to see these grow in the people i love so i know God wont kick my ass when i get there for not teaching what was MOST important to the children he trusted into my care..
talk soon

TODAY....Hmmmmmm

Today's another day..another piece of some grand plan..
To be frank, today sucks.
Today is one of those days where you have spent a lifetime climbing your Everest and when you get to the top to take your pic,you trip,and fall, and keep falling because those you have trusted with being your safety rope were an illusion..
Silly girl..

NEXT BIT:
Being a parent..
Did i expect clones of myself? That they magically have the traits that i obtained only through harsh life lessons... That they perceive, process and relate to the world as i do?
I guess my last post was pretty much asking for a challenge...
You know what? as niave as as it seems,i still hope that somehow it is possible, cause i dont think its very fair or just that i condoned all my sufferings by saying at least it will help others,when god's great plan was for me to die before anyone was mature enough to give a **** and hear me..

These days will be rare days..i try to bring light and joy at all times,but today is too much
lv tink

And it begins

So ive finally started..
Ive had a million pivotal moments i couldve started but it its now,in the middle of everything that i start..
My blogs will probably reflect my brain patterns,jump from one thing to another,one time to another...i guess to explain who i am..
Today,Tuesday,31st May Im a 38 year old single mum in Sydney Australia..
I have Lupus..
I also have 3 unique, amazing kids that can be little ***** like the rest of them,but their life experiences have made them people i would CHOOSE to know..
My fiance and I decided not to marry a few days ago,so new paths for all!
Today I also found out that im going to be a Nana to a little boy later in the year..
Youll learn through time and posts how weird this is for me to say at this time..but my life is complete,im at peace with my sufferings and my life as it has all led to THIS moment in time..
The break of a multigenerational pattern, the coming of understanding and change...
a little too late for some of us..just in time for the rest..
The evolution of generations,the blessings of learning through suffering of others,the learning of unconditional,pure love,empathy and compassion through suffering of our own...
the eternal reward of the peace that having your loved ones see and learn through your trials thus avoiding the same destruction brings..
The Earth Angels and miracles that come to your defense and rescue...
THESE things make it all worthwhile...
make ME worthwhile
Talk soon
lv Tink